TLDR

Look i'm not that smart, above average. Like many people who see some more than others i find flaws in society and i'm just smart enough to know how much of an idiot i am and how little i can influence things. the thing i often forget is that intelligence brings means as well as the issues. meditation's been hard for a while, i'm really quite fucked up. but life gives cues if you're watching for them. te breed of intelligence i have gives me the observation aptitude to spot motion (a little) before it becomes evident... ah who knows.. "Zaphod's just this guy, you know.."