Today turning all deep dark desires and channelling through panic out to rooted determination. Because the world doesn't need this asshole to think he can get away with his bullshit any more than the last idiot that looked at me and thought he could get one over, just like Trump and way his cult are seen as fucking idiots by the rest of society (global, always mean global unless specified).

I made a couple of bad turns in my time and the days are cruel (hahaha) in memory. No one fucks with my mind like I do, that's why I see half their bullshit (one of the group's tried it on myself; abstract personification and dissociation are easier and harder, fucking quantum dude(!)). The point is no one is perfect and everyone fucks up, the joy of life (dao) is in owning up to your crap and realising that once you take responsibility people start treating you like a person again, and are sometimes reasonably fucking angry. Just own it and you persevere.

You can't feel whole without being all of yourself, good and bad.